*argh* >_<

You make me hate the world;

You make me not want to care;

You hurt me;

I'm tired of fighting,

I give up...

Your words cut my heart like a sword with two cutting edges;

It bleeds, there's no cure.

Your words dig the wound, it hurts...

Please, stop! I beg you...

I hate it how, you look into my eyes and,

You cannot understand how I feel I, wish

The world would explode or, that everyone would

DISAPPEAR! I don't want to feel this way, anymore...

Please, go away! I beg you...

Everyone wants to make me, understand and see

What is the ultimate truth yet, they vary from

Person to person, it is not known I, don't understand I, don't have the answers I, DONT KNOW!

Please, don't ask me? Leave me alone! I implore you...

My life will never end I, must change to,

Be set free.

People never change though they, 'learn';

Will I ever learn? I wonder...

Do I want to change? I want:

The problems to change;

The environment to change;

The people around me to change...

I'm sick:

Of changing just..

to, fit myself in the new environment

to, feel accepted

to, do what is expected of me...

I'm tired of not being able to be myself and,

Be Happy~

My faith is scarce;

My love is dying;

Tears are drying;

And my heart has become harder than any precious stone,

Must break through but, impossible or,

Is it?

I'm ill,

My soul has no cure.

I must believe.

*sigh*

I'm tired,

I want to sleep and,

Never wake up again.

- nakaGirL [31.07.04]