I have a problem. It doesn't matter how straightforward it is, or how overdue it is, I will pissfart around and make it take twice as long. the most notable is my Uni work. For 3 weeks now I have been trying to sit down and write an essay on Civil and Criminal Procedure. As thrilling as it is, when it comes to actually sitting down and typing my measly 1500 words, I will do everything in mw power, including writing in this blog, to evade 'real' work (Some may question University as falling within the definition of real work, but I think they should bite me). Maybe I am self-destructive. Actually, I don't think there's a 'maybe' about it - I mean every single report card I got in primary school said "Téa takes herself for granted" or "Téa does not work to the best of her ability" or "Téa keeps chewing her chair." That sort of thing. Similarly, in high school I got "Téa does not work hard enough" -or I'd get an "A", but there was usually reluctance on the part of my teachers because of my so-called "attitude". I wonder if i'll ever change. What is strange is that I am sitting here writing about how I should be working - but no - I'd never actually WORK. Well, I am, but I am taking my sweet time doing it. And as much as I dont mean it to be conceited - I am lucky I am "gifted", otherwise I'd be an abysmal failure. Luckily I can bluff my way through ;) How I ever got to this point i'll never know. Back to work for me I think.